Have you
ever sat and looked at your computer and wondered what to write? I've been
doing that a lot lately. It seems that the more I try, the harder it becomes. There
may be too much on my mind these days.
I’m at a
stage in life where I have to make some major decisions. What I decide will
alter the course of my life, but I think I need to make something happen. If I
do nothing, everything will stay the same. What to do is a matter of how I
choose to steer my life. So how does that affect my writing?
It makes
me not want to be honest about what is happening in my life. That causes me to
resist writing. Currently, there are only a small, very small, group of people
who have a clue as to what I’m talking about. They are all supportive but I am
still restricted on what I can say. Why does that upset me?
I feel as
though most people want me to fit in some sort of role that isn't really me.
Most of us have that issue but now I’m faced with the prospect of weighing what’s
best for me and what everyone else wants. There should come a time in life when
fitting someone else’s idea of me shouldn’t matter. And I've waited a very long
time for my life to be mine.
3 comments:
Hang in there. Things are going to get where you want them to be.
Even though I do not know exactly what is going on in your life right now, I do feel for your. I'm kind of going through my own thing, and its really messing with my decisions and motivation on a day-to-day basis. I hope everything goes better for you, and try to cheer up. :)
Anestazia @ Eccentric Delirium
Sounds like big changes are on the horizon. I hope things end up the way you want them to be.
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