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This week has been rather tough for me. I've been bashed up one side and down the other and, quite frankly, I'm tired of it. For those who think I'm worthless or that I haven't contributed, YOU NEED A REALITY CHECK!!! Don't dish it out if you aren't willing to take it.
I'm in a position that is rather untenable. I am not welcome where I am and have no means to go anywhere else. I know this sounds like I'm getting depressed or feeling sorry for myself, but that isn't true. I'm just looking at the reality of the situation. I have a vehicle that might not last to get anywhere outside of here and I have no money to go anyway.
In addition, I have no other place to go even here. What scares me is that at the age of 49, I may have to live in a shelter and I've never had to do that. I've been told for so long that I'm not a worthy individual and it gets really old. I mean really old. It makes me want to cut ties completely. I don't need this right now.
3 comments:
Oh man, I will never let you live in a shelter. Of course, I man live in jail if I get my hands on the offender.
Sounds like you are in tough place right now, there is nothing worse than being in a place you aren't wanted and feeling trapped with no way out. I'm really sorry you are going through this and hope things get better. Maybe who ever is making you feel this way should read your post? ;)
*hug*
I know how you feel, except the shelter part. There wasn't a shelter near by. (and by near by I mean within 100 miles)
Well if it's not too creepy where abouts do you live? I might have friends up that way that can give you a hand.
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